Faith: A Confident Hope

Dreams fill my heart. Each day I look around and I have greater vision for myself, for my family and for our lives. I see youth being touched and empowered to become leaders in their families and school. I see marriages being transformed. I see families walking in the destiny that God has for them, in love and commitment. I see God using the tough and painful things I’ve walked through to help others. I see no limit to what God wants to do in and through me, because He has spoken that to me again and again. But when will I start to walk in this?

Adjustment Period

We each have our comfort zones. A job we feel we succeed in, a group of friends we fit in well with, or a ministry role that we feel is making a difference. If you are like a lot of people, and like myself personally, you could have a lot of dreams in your heart, a lot of promises you feel God has spoken to you. When you transition to something new there can be an adjustment period where you feel like you don’t fit. The new group of people you’re trying to get to know seem a little less accepting, your job is a little more challenging that you expected, or you are flat-out discouraged. You might question whether God actually called you to do anything. Was it all emotionalism and hype in the middle of an exciting service? Was it my own self just wishing I could be used by God?

Our Confident Hope

Our nightly reading the last couple evenings has been in Hebrews. When we moved on to Hebrews I changed translations to see if it would help me understand a little more. There is nothing like having something reworded to you that brings sudden clarity and understanding. The very first verse in Hebrews 11 hit me like a ton of bricks.

Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see.

Wow. Hebrews 11 then continues on with one of the most awe-inspiring account of various men and women of the bible who made choices in faith and did extraordinary things.

Keep Your Dreams Alive

An incredible example in the bible of a man who endured enormous obstacles is Joseph (for more in-depth teaching on this story I recommend the book “From Dream to Destiny” by Robert Morris. It is the most encouraging book I have ever read, apart from the Word of God).  He was given specific dreams from God, and eventually ended up being sold into slavery and imprisoned before he walked in the promises of God. Take note: he did walk in the promises of God.
Psalm 18:30a says;
God’s way is perfect. All the Lord’s promises prove true.

Remember How Far You’ve Come

As I look back on my short life, I cannot believe how far I have already come. When you are walking through the seasons of preparation for the next phase of life, it’s hard. You don’t see how you are being equipped. During my time in the Master’s Commission Program at the Regina Apostolic Church I found it hard at times to keep up with my ministry assignments, homework, all the leadership lessons I was learning and the personal healing God was walking me through. At times I felt discouraged that I had all this knowledge and nowhere to put it to good use. Looking back, I now see how I use the tools I learned from MC every single day of my life. Even if the only people I ever lead are my kids, I know I have powerful tools in my hands to be a confident woman of God who knows how to stand up for what she believes. That is a far cry from the emotionally fragile 18-year-old girl who left Kipling, Saskatchewan only four years ago, who had some leadership giftings, but no tools to walk them out, struggling from the emotional pain in her life.

I am reminded of the road trip that my family and I went on in August. Caleb was only 2 months old and we were extremely naive at what traveling with a baby would be like. On the way back from Alberta we decided to do the whole trip in one day (our first mistake). We would stop and take breaks, but this was not cutting it for Caleb. He wanted out of the car. He did not sign up for this excursion, and anytime we started driving again he would start screaming louder and louder. Somewhere in between cities and towns, in the middle of nowhere our vehicle sat on the side of the highway, mommy crying, baby screaming and daddy completely overwhelmed. We tried saying to Caleb “we’re almost there, you just need to go a little further, we’re going to be home soon!”. But of course he couldn’t understand.

I think sometimes us as adults do that with God. Things are taking longer than we wanted, they are more challenging than we thought and we start telling God that we want out. We didn’t sign up for this. But little do we know, if we were to just be quiet and learn and listen, we’d be able to fly down that highway on towards the destination, bypassing all the stops for personal breakdowns along the way.

So you’ve come this far, how much farther do you think God will take you in one year? Two years? How about ten years? Stay open and pliable in his hands, and watch as He shapes you into something useful in His hands.

Keep the Faith: Confidently Believing

Hold on to that word or vision from the Lord. Relinquish your selfish desires and earthly agendas, and be ready…because before you know it it’s going to be your turn and the Lord is going to say “GO!”

Hebrews 11:1

Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see.

Jesus, may you help us to be confident in the things you have spoken to us. Confirm in our hearts that the things we hope for will actually happen. Give us strength, courage and perseverance to “press on towards the goal” and live lives of faith, hope, love, peace and joy. Thank you for each of the trials I have faced. Thank you for the woman you are creating me to be. I know your ways are perfect, your time is perfect, and you always come through on your promises.

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